Colposcopy - CIN 2

In other news I have had a colposcopy after 2 abnormal smear tests, over a year apart (as I put it off after freaking myself out) and my results are back! So in simple terms. .

Here's normal * "you just have an abnormal smear but nothing to worry about"

Then you have the 3 in between levels:

CIN 1 * - Mild
CIN 2 * - Moderate
CIN 3 * - Severe (and cis)

Here's CIS * which is carcinoma in situ.. whatever that is. I gather thats the stage after the 3 levels of inbetween even though included with 3. .

Unfortunately for me I have to go back again in 6 months for another check.
Poo's for many reasons really. .

Poo's cause it hurts.
Poo's cause it makes you bleed.
Poo's cause it's scary.
Poo's cause the only colposcopist man is creepy and rough handles.

Poo's cause it just sucks.

Has anyone else ever gotten this far with an abnormal smear?
What was your outcome or are you still going through it all?
I need a knowing friend right now I think. .  especially since cancer is strong on dad's female side of the family.. They're all either currently going through some sort of cancer/been through or have already passed away from it. .

Sooooo ummmm. .  :(